People only care if you’re pretty and skinny.

Fuck sake.

Today is the one year anniversary of the day I lost my V.
I’m creasing at myself I’m jokes.

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Don’t think I’ve ever read so much bullshit in my life. You’re so dumb.

If something awful and tragic happened to me, no one would give a fuck.
So why am I still here?

My body is just so fucking disgusting. Its so depressing.
Gonna be alone for life because no one has the ability to over look looks HEY HO.

I need to get laid soon.

Frustrated as. Sorry not sorry.

I just want to get out of my fucking head with these fucked up emotions and shit that I can’t handle.

I just want someone to hug. And to love. It’s been a while ok.
Is that too much to ask omg help

Been going to the gym A LOT recently.
I’m literally starting to love my arse.
Hate everything else. But my bum. Yep you can stay.

I think it’s an amazing day when you suddenly realise that you don’t care about any of your previous love interests in that strong way anymore. When you think, it’s ok to like someone new.
And it’s making life so much better

Sunday was overall one of the best and cutest days of ma life

I just feel really really sad at the moment. Like I could disappear and no one would care enough to keep me.

I just don’t care.

Legs as a canvas

First relapse in months,
It’s all been building up,
School, stress, panic, everything.
Every morning for the past two weeks I have woken up having panic attacks.
And that pushed me over the edge. Reading that. Hearing that.
You’re such a fucking cunt to everyone. Playing everyone. Yet it’s ok to play the innocent card about how you are so nice, no you’re a cheat and a liar. And you wernt needed not now on top of veery thing else,

Life would just be so much more perfect and peaceful if I wasn’t in it ruining it for everyone else.